Thursday, October 23, 2008

Toughin It Out

Well, I'm making it thru the week. I didn't win the raffle for the free IVF cycle, so that's gone w/ the wind. I didn't expect to, but it would have been a nice surprise.

This week would have been my due date week (depending on which calculator you use). It was somewhere between Oct. 18th and 24th. So I'm trying to not get too sad. I may need an extra dose of Celexa though. A guy at work (did I mention I've gone back to work - it's great, really... gravy paycheck and all)...anyway, his wife is bringing their 4 month old by in a little bit. She's brought him by a couple of times, and I've struggled thru with a smile on my face. Hopefully today will be the same, but it's still hard.

I need to get back into reading others blogs. I miss keeping up with others, but then again, I tend to get too wrapped up into it.

Anyway, bye for now.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Still Around

Well, I'm still alive. Sorry I have been gone, but I just had to get away from the blog world of IF for a while. My regular OB/GYN put me on a mild anti-depressant which I must say is a good thing. I thought I was dealing ok w/ the first IVF not working, but things just went downhill. So she put me on generic Celexa. It has helped tremendously.

Anyway, there is an IVF seminar this weekend where they raffle off 3 IVF cycles, so wish me luck...